Motherhood
Today, the teachers had a meeting on how to face students who have problem with controlling anger, tantrums and emotional instability. Being in school, we can see the patterns of students who receive proper attention at home, whose parents are permissive, uninvolved, or perhaps too strict and lacking in attachment. It affects the students in such a way that the differences are easily distinguished. That freaks me out sometimes to be a mom. Well.. I am a mom already, there is no option to return back. But being pregnant with the second baby, and having a 2 year old toddler who still want her mommy all the time. Even better, being in the stage of wanting to try or have everything in her way, It had made me realize that parenting is really throwing me a rather large patience test that I have sit for the rest of my life. It was all fine. Of course, despite the happiness and joy, I had tiring days. Nevertheless, it was still manageable and relaxing to be honest. Untill.. I truly