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Yeyy! Flying to Malaysia. Never get bored of this excitement when knowing I will be back, stepping on my favorite place again in hours of time! Because why not!  There.. Roti Canai, Cendol Durian, Laksam, Pandan Gula Melaka Cake, Nasi minyak, Nasi lemak, Nasi ayam, Lagsania, Ayam KFC, cucur udang... Ah never-ending list goes ON....  Till I gain additional 5kg ONN.. Say goodbye to the body of skeletONNNN (Just kidding, Im teddy bear enough)  Oh ya.. almost forgetting, my darling husband is also awaiting me..! Ofc together with the food. (He must be, otherwise my brother the victim  :P  ) So here I come Malaysiaaaaaa 🌸 Reminder :  all the best to self, entertaining Amena for 7+hour of flight, excluding 2h of train journey, 1h line up for checking in, another an hour of walking plus taking off and not to forget all those hours to be repeated after arrivals. 

When the sky was dark enough, I put her asleep and whispered "sorry" to her ears.  The "Sorry" that was erased by the sound of ambulance passing by on the road besides our house. The "sorry" that was perhaps heard only by God.  That "sorry" that I whispered almost every single day from the guilt that I have been carrying inside, and perhaps will forever be carrying.  Sorry... For leaving you almost everyday. For not being able to be beside you during the day. For separating you with your most-favorite -person.  The first person you called with a clear name, the first person you used to search for when not around, the first person you jumped to when coming home.  Yes he was the person who first spoke to you with Azaan, change your diapers when mama was not able to move after delivery, the first person who put you asleep during nights. One of the first persons who love you before you were born.  -Ayah- I am and wi